Otaku

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released March 18, 2014

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Track Name: Killing The Faith
Dare to see what I see,
look with your own eyes,
I can only point at the Moon.
Dare to feel what I feel
right around midnight
when I know, there is no spoon.

Dare to see what I see,
look with your own eyes,
I can only point at the door.
Dare to feel what I feel
right around midnight
when I know, that there is more.

Mirror, mirror say it plain
and simply tell me what is in my brain.
Mirror, mirror you have seen,
that I don't mind being clean.
Track Name: Martial Law
Darling cling to where you are
you have planned it all so far.
Sweetheart, you know what is right.
Hell, you own the how-to guide!
Don't fight back I don't resist,
I just try cease and desist.
Don't fight back I give a shit,
it's hole we cannot fit.

How can you feel so fine standing there
ready to make a point
despite the feeling in the back of your mind,
that it might disappoint?

Darling cling to where we've been
you like me in my old skin.
Sweetheart tell me what to know,
you give damn it feels so low.
Don't fight back I don't resist,
I just try cease and desist.
Don't fight back I fuck the pride,
there is nowhere we can hide.

How can you feel so fine standing there
ready to make a point
despite the feeling in the back of your mind,
that it might disappoint?

What do you want to prove
when the dreams are smooth like silk,
when we cannot move
and there is no one left to cry to.

Darling cling until the end.
Well, you don't have to pretend,
that you're at peace with this all,
that there's no way you can fall.
Don't fight back I don't resist,
I just try cease to exist.
Don't fight back and let it flow,
there is nowhere we can go.

How can you feel so fine standing there
ready to make a point
despite the feeling in the back of your mind,
that it might disappoint?
Track Name: Noise In The Broadcast
There is no place for all
these stupid games we play,
I don't mind, I don't mind.
You may drop the ball
if you find a way,
I'm not blind, I'm not blind.
I'm not the one you think I am,
I'm not the one you know.

Why the funny look?
Don't be so defensive,
so unkind, so unkind.
Never heard that wishes
sometimes may come true?
Look behind, look behind,
I'm not the one you think I am,
I'm not the one you know.

There is no place for this.
Hurry up, make it clear,
you may find, you may find
everything that you miss.
This fiction seems so real,
don't be blind, don't be blind,
I'm not the one you think I am,
I'm not the one you know.
Track Name: Point-Blank Range
Fingers squeezing my throat
feel the pulse of sound.
There is something in this body
fenced in, all around.

Whose voice rings in my head
talking to the mind?
There is something conscious
(of it all) I try to find.

I know, I won't get there
because I'm not real.
I'm just means of phrasing
of the unspeakable feel.
Track Name: Chase The Light
Look me in the eye,
I'm not afraid to die,
maybe somewhat scared
when you are in my bed.
Hold the pillow tight
in dreams about the fight
on the brink of dawn
remember what was shown.
Images will faint
as Sun starts to paint
patterns in your eyes,
so it may be wise
to keep your eyelids shut,
leave the case uncut,
slip into the day
and continue to dream.

Welcome wake up state,
not early nor late,
crossfade happened fine
following the line
across discreet plains,
where reality rains,
still, it isn't real,
despite what you feel.
Listen to your doubt,
it's what's all about.
Certain points are moot...
...how could it be put?
Trance has different names,
coming out of haze,
slip into the night
and continue to dream.
Track Name: Sea Of Dream
I walked into the Edens door
in the see of green.
The Sun shines bright, Wind slightly blows
in the see of green.
I try to follow Natures mood
in the see of green,
to be whatever I always should
in the see of green.

In the see of green I release my dream.

Feel free to ask.
Feel free, it's not so hard.
Feel free to see
all you know of me.

I meet the Allies deep within
the see of green.
The path is narrow, the border is thin
in the see of green.
I watch my steps, I watch my back
in the see of green.
Now, there is anything to expect
in the see of green.
Track Name: Foxeyed Smile
Don't be afraid, smile at me.
Don't catch my eye by the way.
Take me and don't try to give me back.
I can tell that you feel the same.

Don't be afraid and smile at me.
Don't hide behind decent face.
There is no time, so reach out your hand.
There is no time for us to pretend.

I just want you to know,

that I'm scared of what I could get,
that I'm scared of what I could crash.
There are these feelings, these dreams of mine,
that when you leave me, I will be fine.

Touch and taste the skin, the hair,
the flesh and blood and I don't care,
just play some games where both side loose
meanings, borders...
Touch and taste the skin, the hair,
the flesh and blood and I don't care,
just play some games where both side loose
ideals, borders...dreams.

Don't be afraid, smile at me.
Don't catch my eye by the way.
Take me and don't try to give me back.
I can tell that you feel the same.

Don't be so scared and smile at me.
Track Name: LA Kingdom
A little kingdom I possess 
where thoughts and feelings dwell 
and very hard I find the task 
of governing it well.
For passion tempts and troubles me. 
A wayward will misleads
and selfishness its shadow casts 
on all my words and deeds. 

How can I learn to rule myself, 
to be the child I should. 
Honest, brave, nor ever tire 
of trying to be good? 
How can I keep a sunny soul 
to shine along life's way? 
How can I tune my broken heart 
to sweetly sing all day? 

I do not ask for any crown,
but that which all may win,
nor seek to conquer any world,
except the one within.

Let be my guide until I find, 
Let be a helping hand, 
this happy kingdom in myself,
and dare to take command.
Track Name: You K.
You're crazy,
quicksilver ground under my feet.
You're amazing,
not a safe place, not what I need.
You love sex and drugs and more,
it's the same I'm living for.
You are an animal, you are an animal,
you are an animal, and so am I.

You're crazy,
stand your ground, do what you say.
You're amazing,
let the regrets fade away.
You love sex and drugs and more,
it's the same I'm living for.
You are an animal, you are an animal,
you are an animal, and so am I.
Track Name: Higher Cross-Purpose
When your silent breath
softly touched my skin,
I have overcame my fears
of loss and win.
In this frame of time
I tore the walls around down.
Let you step inside
to take the place by my side.

See you on the same plane,
we both know so well,
searching for approval,
keeping going day by day
through the same mistakes.
Does it perhaps ring your bell?
It's a relic, a vicious cycle,
of all games that we still play.

I don't ask you for permission.
I don't care if you allow.
Maybe you can hurt my pride,
but I let go of control.
Let me tell you, I'm not shy,
I just prefer clear blue sky
over all the conversation noise
you seem to like so much.

Save this silent breath
underneath my skin,
where it feels like home,
where I have always been.
Yesterday is lost,
you hardly recognize now
what you want the most.
It is the same what I hide.

See you on the same plane,
we both know so well,
searching for approval,
keeping going day by day
through the same mistakes.
Does it perhaps ring your bell?
It's a relic, a vicious cycle,
of all games that we still play.
Track Name: (In)Human
Don't tell me things,
that you don't mean.
I know it's just because
you want something from me.
You're pulling off this shit
whenever you're around,
but I know you never really
cared for what I see.

Do you ever listen
when I speak to you?
Do you understand,
or just some noise comes through?
I wonder, why it always
wears me down.
It makes me tired,
when I spend my days with you.

I'd rather be alone
than sit next to you, man.
I'm afraid, it's something
you won't comprehend.
It would be better
if you will forget my face.
It would be better
if you will stop to pretend

that you are my friend.
Track Name: Universal Prospects
I'm waiting for my chance
that doesn't seem to come.
I'm waiting for a friend,
I don't know if was born at all.

I guess, I'm alright,
despite all this shit.
Everything is ending
very, very slowly, bit by bit.

I'm waiting for my chance
that may never come,
but everything's just changing,
so nothing can be gone for good.

I need to hold on
and it's more than fine.
Eyes, wide opened, wonder
as they watch the life of mine.